Entry for April 30, 2009

One more day overred. What I have done today? Nothing ! Sometimes I seem to be dissaponted about myself a little bit since I often plan some shedules for myself but these days I usually did not complete them as I expected. It seems I am gradually becoming lazier than before. Last night, I listened to wordless music. They sound good and I like them since I was still young. It can be listed here some immortal songs, for instance, "The old love is continuous" (as in my blast), "Song from a secret garden", etc. Especially, I like listening to this kind of music when It rains as heavy as possible. This apparently makes me feel some peaceful and safe. I often think of my childhood, my friend, my village when we were all young. I get closer with my family when I think about some simple furniture in my small (but warm) house before. They are just very simple, old and even cheap but it's unimportant. The most important thing is that they are almost close-knit with me, with my family. They have a strong attachment to the whole my family. What a pity ! They are not alive longer. I wish that I can return the past to live on the most beautiful days in my life. The "The old love is continuous" 's harmony is resounding in mid-night. Now is 2.36am , the 1st of May - my second free day. I am not really asleep but I need have a short nap to refresh before the next hard-working hours.